xurnami: (darash)
[personal profile] xurnami
While my boss got introduced quite a while ago, details about myself have been a little more scarce. This is a new identity and people might be unfamiliar with how I got here.





Like Xurnami, I wasn't always like this. I used to be a human male myself. However, I was very unhappy with this situation. I wanted to be something different. It all just felt wrong. Being human, being male. I hunted down ways to change myself and explored them.

From the temporary like costuming, cross dressing, body painting, latex, and hypnosis. Then there were the more permanent ones like piercing and tattooing. But none of it really satisfied those desires completely. There was something always missing and not quite getting what I wanted out of it.

That's when Xurnami's products burst on the scene. I was a very early adopter of them. Finally able to experience the forms and the changes that I'd always wanted. I'd share them with others, created fan sites, and eventually this got her attention.

She offered me both a job and a more permanant change. A change that would leave me more a canvas for other changes while also marking me as someone under her too. I instantly accepted the offer. Though I did not start immediately either.

She gave me the drug and then I spent the next month closing up my former life. She knew what I desired from the posts I had made on my fan sites. She had me experience an extreme loss of control for that last month which was intense. I was slowly progressing towards the form I have now. However, along the way it would force me to experience another change at inopportune moments. Making sure I couldn't hide what was happening to me either. But that empowered me too and I continued on.

In the end, I am quite happy now being a null hyena. The whole body just something which others can mold towards thier own desires. Most shapes others desire are a step away from the sort of blank form that I have to start now. I still flex around species and sex but I have something I'm much more comfortable with to start from.

I continue to encourage people to explore Xurnami's product line. Just now in an offical role. I maintain her various media presences so she can continue running the experiments leading to the great products which many others can enjoy.

If you need to find a new outlook on life, come find Xurnami, Inc. branded supplies. You are sure to find a new way to live.

Date: 12 Dec 2014 06:06 (UTC)
toyemanate: (Default)
From: [personal profile] toyemanate
I like the oversized cuffs around the arms! Do, uh, your arms get big enough at points to fill them? :-}

Date: 12 Dec 2014 13:21 (UTC)
From: [personal profile] phoenix_d
Hah I was wondering the same thing :)

Date: 12 Dec 2014 07:38 (UTC)
indicoyote: (Default)
From: [personal profile] indicoyote
Thank you for sharing this! That's a really good explanation in there of how your empowering changes can work. Definitely has me more interested too. ;)

Date: 12 Dec 2014 07:46 (UTC)
elanna: (blaze)
From: [personal profile] elanna
While I'm somewhat loathe to admit it, you really were better served with Xurnami Inc. than you would have been with Guardian BioTech products. We do offer a very complete range of personal augmentations and alterations, but you seem to be the ideal Xurnami customer.

Corporate rivalry aside, I am always happy to see someone find their true self.

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